bri,you cant just leave a post like that,honey whats wrong?please tell me what your feeling?were here for you.love

You are worth something. Believe me I was probally where you are at right now. I care about you.

We care about you so very much! Please tell us what we can do to help you Bri. Truly we need to help you get to a better place so you can feel better. There are many, many people who've felt they can't go on and I've been one of them when I was in my abusive marriage. We are here!!

Big Hugs, Suzee

bri....please talk to us? I love you!

Please don't leave! Were your friends!

i took a break because i really wanted to plan how to kill myself but i miss you guys i love you and part of me dont want to leave this world but a bigger part of me is so tired and i want to die and plan that maybe i will

Bri I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself and I'm glad you came back to us. I missed you and I worried about you. Have you gotten your meds yet? You will feel so much better when you get them in your system. I've taken one of them b4 and it made a big difference fo me.

It may not be that you want to die... it could be you no longer wish to live ... VERY different things.
You have seen that people posting here care about you.
And your post said "plan that maybe i will".
Maybe you are still considering death?
Maybe you want to test and see if anyone responds.
They did.
Can you say what has taken you there to consider that choice?
I, too, am struggling, but I know if I did that, the people around, my children especially will have double the chance they make the same choice.
So suicide is not an option for me. I have enough guilt.
But I think on it ... I know when I start to give stuff away and really clean, I am making plans ... tis a red flag.
I can tell you I get suicidal when I think I have NO purpose on this planet. I have PTSD and Fibro and often it is very hard to find the "good" stuff ...
I don't know where your pain originates, and I hope you can turn and look at it rather than have it consume you ... we can listen.

i'm not looking for attention i just say what i feel
i still want to plan because the pain of everyday is hard but i love people i got something to live for yet at times i struggle to see that

she has scars
She hides them all
doesnt want them to be seen
doesnt want the attention
she just doesnt want to live in pain
is it too much to ask for
she just doesnt want people hurting her
is it wrong to want that

Ok ... I get wanting to plan. I just know that thoughts ... can become our reality. Is this space where you "need" to be for now?
Aside from being attracted to death and wanting to plan ...
Tell me about yourself ... I be new here and of today.
I am a 50 year old woman who lived through domestic violence as a child, then sexually assault by my stepfather ... then I had a relationship where I was ready to die. Cept I got pissed ... why am I giving my power to that asshole? He/them have had enough attention and enough power in my head ...I wanted my life back and started claiming in small ways. One way was I just wanted a cat. He is named Charlie. I wanted to read a book without fear, I can do that ...
Suicide creeps in for me when I think this is it, this is as good as it gets ... Fibro is a bitch, physically. But I buried my father ... he told me any day above ground is good. I hold to that. I am not a millionaire. He told me there is honour in all work. I hold to that ...
I sense a survivor that has not been validated in you. Are there toxic people around you?
AND I can shut up and give you space. I can hear that.

Bri, I don't know you but I see you have alot of people on here who want you to be happy. They want you to be part of the world and share a little togetherness in their world. It may not always be the way you hoped life would be, but I can share and say, most peoples lives never measure up to their expectations. We all are "alive in pain" but sometimes we are "alive and content" and sometimes we feel "alive and happy". Life is a rollercoaster ride as a simple truth. I would give you a BIG HUG if I was near you and tell you that you are a brave soul.

I had two friends in the past act out and try to hurt themselves. It was painful to watch and hard to fill the void they were feeling. Today they are both alive and well, living the rollercoaster ride. I have a ticket to ride everyday, and everyday I try to enjoy the ride, because everyday has something special in it. A smile from a stranger, a little childs laughter in the distance, the sounds of the birds and wind in my face. You know, you could be the special something in someones life and never know it. It could be your smile or your laugh that they see or hear that helps them make it through the day and give them a little hope that life is valuable and worth living. So if for no other reason than to be a mystery smile that touches the heart of a stranger, on the rollercoaster of life, take the little gifts and hold on to them, hold on to the hope that the little gifts give. That is what I do....

(((BIG HUG)))

poeple kick me down
i lie on the floor in pieces
blook pouring out and i di

I am 18 years old
have to go to college
work to help out my single mom
have a twin i love to death
have great friends that i dont deserve
not good enough of a person

You will know when you are done with living when you no longer have the desire capacity or thought of another person and can no longer reach out you hand for even a split second

I have been there and back many many attempts but there was something in my life that kept death away I see now it is spreading the word of these terrible disorders of the mind to the ones who cannot see do not see and are unable to see what we go through daily and often minute by minute

I have been on the computer writing researching even reading facebook to keep my mind off of my thoughts There is help there take advantage of it if you can not find it in you heart and soul go to your mind and give it a rest or spur it to greater things whichever helps the most

It is hard one of the most difficult things to live with but the key word is LIVE WITH not die from Life is precious and we as individuals are different but with all of our differences we are alike in one way we do die and sometimes it may seem to be the best way to end the pain there are other ways if we try to find them

Take care of yourself and remember you are special

bywena