No ones on my side! Everyone keeps screwing me over, abandoning me, deserting me, going away! I can't help but feel like my life is one big panic attack... I don't see any w...
Im not doing any better even with meds I still panic. It's not the best choice, but that's the only method I see helping me by not here physically. I think it will get better....
Do you think if you kill yourself you can go to heaven? Do you think when you die you go to heaven right away or you have to wait for Jesus to come back
I have no plan. I'm only 15 but shouldn't I at least have clue. I will most likely never get martied I mean who would want me nobody I'm boring and ugly. And I dont want kids....
Suicide is the ONLY alternative for me. I have warped my mind trying to come up with a better solution to no avail. I can't take it anymore. I hate myself, and the life I have...
So….a few months ago (I don’t know how many) I decided I was going to write a book, and I still am, but I want to wait until I have been a long, LONG time without cutting and...
Well basically in my short 17 years i've lsot more people to count and the more i think aobut it it's not your fault its was a escape for you and i cant get mad about that but...
Well I've given it much thought and it is clear to me now that there is little hope of things getting better. There is still the small hope that things could change but those...
I have been suicidal since I was 15. I'm 33 now and I'm so tired. The only time I didn't feel like this was for 2 years with a man I was with. He told me I wasn't pretty enoug...
Just when it seems that life is giving me a break everything falls apart. It feels like all my hard work was for nothing. God must seriously hate me. I can not take it anymor...